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วันเสาร์ที่ 16 พฤศจิกายน พ.ศ. 2556

การยอมรับ ปฏิเสธ กล้ำกลืน อดทน Refused to accept the patient swallow.



การยอมรับ ปฏิเสธ กล้ำกลืน อดทน
Refused to accept the patient swallow.


สิ่งที่ข้าพเจ้าทำและคิดว่าดีที่สุดอาจจะไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ถูกในสายตาของใครบางคน สิ่งที่เขาทำถูกอาจไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ดีที่สุดในสายตาในความคิดของข้าพเจ้า เหตุผลของเขา เหตุผลของข้าพเจ้า มีทั้งถูก มีทั้งผิด เหตุผลของข้าพเจ้าบางครั้งควรคิดไว้ในใจ เหตุผลของเขา ข้าพเจ้าควรรับฟังและปฏิบัติ เหตุผลของเขาข้าพเจ้าควรรับฟังแต่เท่านั้น การแสดงออกความคิดของข้าพเจ้าอาจจะไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ถูก การแสดงออกในความคิดของข้าพเจ้าอาจจะไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ผิด ในคนหมู่มากต้องมีกติกา รอมชอม มีน้ำใจ ในคนหมู่มากต้องมีความเข้าใจ ปฏิบัติ ปฏิเสธ การตัดสินใจถูกมีแต่ความยินดี มีรอยยิ้ม มีเสียงหัวข้าพเจ้า การตัดสินใจผิดมีแต่ความหม่นหมอง หดหู่ มีน้ำตา ยอมรับในสิ่งที่ผิด ยอมรับในสถานการณ์ที่เจอ ยอมรับในสังคมที่เข้ามาอยู่ ยอมรับในทุกสิ่ง ในทุกอย่างที่กำลังเจอ

การยอมรับ ปฏิเสธ กล้ำกลืน อดทน Refused to accept the patient swallow.



What do I think is best and not what might be in the eyes of someone. What he did was probably not the best thing in my eyes at the thought of his reason for being there for me all the wrong reasons in mind , I sometimes think I should listen to his reason and practice. Why should I listen to him , but only Expression of my ideas may not be the right thing. Expression in the idea of ​​what I might not be wrong . In most people I have come to terms with it in most people refuse to understand the decision , but was happy with a smile on my voice . Wrong decisions , but the paleness depressed I agree something is wrong. I accept the situation . Accepted into society . Agree on everything. Everything that was in it.

ใจล้า ฝัน กำลังใจ


ใจล้า ฝัน กำลังใจ
เช้าวันนี้อากาศเย็นยะเยือก เสียงปลุกจากนาฬิกา เสียงคนข้างบ้านกำลังทำกิจวัตรประจำวัน เมื่อวานมีบางสิ่งยังติดค้าง มีบางสิ่งที่ยังไม่สะสาง มีความรู้สึกที่ไม่อาจลบเลือน ความเหนื่อยล้าของวันวาน ข้าพเจ้าสะบัดผ้าห่ม สะบัดสิ่งร้ายที่ผ่านมา ลุกขึ้นอาบน้ำ ความรู้สึกเย็นกว่าทุกวัน ล้างหน้าแปรงฟัน ชำระล้างสิ่งสกปรกจากร่างกาย จากความคิดของคนที่ทำร้าย กลิ่นกาแฟแก้วเก่าที่เคยหอมรสกลมกล่อมแต่ต้องกล้ำกลืนฝืนดื่ม เสียงสุนัขข้างบ้านไล่เห่ากันปกติ คิดถึงหน้าที่ สิ่งที่ต้องทำ สิ่งที่ต้องปฏิบัติในวันนี้ สวดมนต์ต่อหน้าพระพุทธรูป พระแก้วมรกต ขอให้ยึดมั่นในอุดมการณ์ที่ทำ ขอตั้งมั่นในความดี ขอกำลังใจให้แก่ตัวเอง พบเจอคนในสังคมร่วมกันทักทายพูดคุย มองใบหน้าทุกคนมีรอยยิ้มแต่แววตาไม่มีความสุข เมื่อมองเก้าชีวิตที่สู้อุตส่าห์ทุ่มเท่ปั้นให้เรียนรู้สิ่งดีๆ ความไร้เดียงสาพอหายเหนื่อย อยากจะมีแค่ห้วงเวลานั้น แต่ความอดทนก็มีที่สิ้นสุดเหมือนสายป่านที่ถูกดึงและลมปะทะแรง จนขาด ชีวิตที่ยังดิ้นรน ชีวิตที่เดินต่อไป ตราบจนลมหายใจที่มีอยู่ ชีวิตที่ยังต้องอยู่ ชีวิตที่ยังรับรู้ ตราบเท่าที่มีวิญญาณ แม้ความฝันที่วางไว้บนอุดมการณ์จะมีวันสะดุด แต่ความฝันนั้นยังคงอยู่ รอวันเวลาที่เหมาะสม รอกำลังใจ รอเติมเต็มความรู้สึก  รอความกล้าหาญ รอว่าสักวันจะทำความฝันนั้นอีกครั้ง

The visible and invisible


Chapter 2.
The visible and invisible
I selected that should be set to. Escape or attack. What I set it as a problem. I choose to escape it. To seek a new environment. I am willing to choose a new society itself. May not be the best for someone else. And I do not know good or bad. Traces on the body the pain is still there is not as painful psychological feelings that. I feel more serious than several hundred times. I do not know what will heal me how to feel. I can’t see tomorrow can’t predict my own future. I will have to see what. Be happy just to have to suffer any Time through the day. I can’t expect to be one thing. Or can’t create anything alone.
While I would adapt to the new environment. One morning,
 I got up from the heartache. After that, I keep thinking about the various. Past preoccupied with his own feelings becomes older and not yesterday as today. I repeated the thought that I choose my own path that will do what But I do not attack that leaves lore Review the idea so it does not cut off once.


At the time of the morning as the new Open stopped suddenly I felt something about reality. The fact that I always saw it through the eyes, but they never penetrate deeply in my heart it. In which I have seen something and can’t see certain. Dog little run through eyes when I open the window is an event common, but the normal person like me to learn what several princely dogs are running away with fear from the chase from a friend races the same 3 a when aware that can’t escape it, so stop standing back wall. small constant fear of being afraid that it is more oppressed. Eye it looked around to find the people who will support it. And eyes against all three major it growl in the throat when the received knowledge that no one I can help it. Dogs are loyal animals and human integrity, some people return it unkindly Digongkhygrong without a tie to the heart of it by questioning that.I did nothing wrong. Why do not love me and abandoned me like this.
I see a small dog. Location for the fight on himself is sometimes abused, if it chooses to fight then fight, although it is still not better than no plan to fight I feel to what I myself have found themselves free to fight another little dog that you do not have it. I choose to choose to escape themselves off from the old society. Choose not to those who love me I do not know what is where But then I choose to face everything by myself. I cry when I need distance from the old society. I have come to rely. Never a day that I am not who I think they feel that they love me Is friends with tears in my time, I would not describe themselves as suffering a heart speaks. When they asked me to lie I do not want to help them visualize the weak or the perception that I am sorrowful story. In this world we humans do not escape the truth without
I think that I lied to get them comfortable. They released me from the love and care they have to lie, but even all the events I need to modify only I hope it to be resolved. Everything must be that I think is what I want. I provide everything in the world are central to my own. Everyone who comes will feel that I must have felt and why I like to have Lost to me that everyone is all depending on the different Ideas are not all alike. I must be a way to have a different life. I believe that they need to understand what I do. Or I think to themselves.
I do not see why they love story, and how much I care. Commitment with love and care given to the people that are incompatible with any state shall have the value always depends. I thought it was only one other grab anything. Themselves alone.
I answer the problems of life can’t Although the problem is easy. Many problems can sometimes be solved easily. But I never thought. Our eyes on something that will blind the shade. Sometimes difficult for anyone to panic, I resolved informally Should I look at these issues as a tool to test Try a tool that I answer by any means. Answer it with intelligence. Answer it without a theory A major event it as it happens. Reply with courage fear I forgot that the results may not be as I thought. Positive, negative, negative is not always positive. Answer, it would not answer correctly. May not close. Or not as we think. I should be struggling to find a way to find answers to the equation in life than this 
 Vision in the eye when I close it was to close my mind to not accept the opinions of others If I give a chance other people comment, sometimes I $see what I never seen any. , As my colleagues tell me one listen to that.
He is not tired to self in time. Words that are far more merit and demerit of his own. Age until they grow up, but something is like a confused little guinea pig. The run on the wheel can not stop running as I thought it would be more tired and run back to the same beat over and over again. Even to find any way to even tie a knot in it can’t be extracted. Until a more senior colleague who said that if she is busy with this in mind should pray more. The prayer is not magic It is the practice to concentrate our minds. Will concentrate on the wisdom and thinking how we can best solve the problem themselves. Tattoo, but they do, but do When a holiday, he accidentally try to try to gauge general merit, but this time intended to do more than the original, not just give out food to his vow, but just a few of the hundreds like this. When completed the requisites I wish lucky he felt himself freed. Felt like I knew myself what it is myself. Close by to see what not to do what is natural surrounding. It's that simple. Invisible.
For me the vision of their own hearts that are now discouraged to do. I want to fight with myself to be. Want to have a life that itself is subjective. Whether they found the story good or bad I want to face the problem itself is. I do not know what to do myself or is it wrong.
I looked around. The society that I choose a lot of other world wide. Is that we have much to live if we do start thinking of what I do myself. I choose to do with my own. No one in this world to dictate to us the point that we do not want to be. I am not a person. Bearing seat in the world with suffering. Rumination on sadness. Time while moving clockwise every minute someone will have to man on earth to be sad suffering along with me when I
Happy people have tattoo happy along with me, although not on the same.
I should see yourself as much more. I am the only one creature that is not greater than this world it. I am close to the heart itself is not open to change attitudes to allow a world view that is different from what I can’t see. 

Beginning of the changes.


Chapter 1.
Beginning of the changes.
Beginning of life from which we conceived in the mother. Our sense of touch perception through. Local protecting us. We feel warm and safe when the woman that we live in the stomach. Woman yourself through pain throughout the 40 weeks of everything for us is much precision for him to save the life of our breathing. When we are born out of a man who loves us. We look forward to the good life. Men who hold that no one in this world is love for us than them anymore. I am as a person who cultivated the self is my father and mother. Of the two to life. Brain and two hands is more than enough to make me alive. Although the last date that many things turn around without the two of them side by side. Both of these are from me to continue to recommend depending on your thoughts and feelings as part of the breath. I have expressed many times, many of the same mother. Some thoughts and emotions that many pages like dad I was living alone after you make a living, both from this world. But I never blame fate that prank that left me alone with a forlorn love where.

Beginning of the changes.Walk


 I realize that you both remain with me always. I even started a career of amateur writers have long been somehow. And have promised myself not to bring their own personal matters to present themselves because absolute event would be sympathetic yourself whether both good and bad. Is normal for all men at all would be selfish. Willing to exchange that selfishness will not allow other people suffer or not because of human passion and lust does not end for us to try not to be so. But our God is not to avoid it.
What is happiness. I find it almost all the meaning of life By that I am no way I will find out that how Sometimes it seems to be the answer, but every time that I was not meaning to. Of many people over your life and the commitment of many forms of love. And hatred I feel that these stories are all depending on the willingness of people from the sky, in my view can’t be seen for it is not coincidence.
What is love. This question in my own answer is patience like many people even want to answer it much, but through many answers, it is not the answer I want. Then what is it?
I believe that one. And we have been born to people who are what social status. I don’t have a birth. I tend to be friendly by many people, but sometimes what they give to me, makes me extremely wary bad it is not genuine. Not feel real.
I am so very happy when it is in dreamland, because no one set or when I rap I is not that they need. When I got back to the world of fact is not what I think. I underscore the barrier between reality and dreams in an atmosphere of self in order to continue living in this world to be. I do not know what I want is nothing. Access to many events in life may not be who I started my own always sympathetic. I usually put the blame on them makes me sad that mental suffering caused by others In fact, if I am conscious review. I need to know yourself in the sense that because
I own. No, I do not stand strong. I never told anyone that I am not the person that everyone sees. I normally hit a man has a weak cry discouraged if they see me as a layman may not be able to fight the obstacles. Or it may be possible through the brave. I agree that perhaps the problem has escaped or been set to resolve. Sometimes it will attack Consolidation to enter without fear. I want everyone to know that I can be. Dang guests should be.
Many of the obstacles I face in life. I been hurt not to fight terror. I have strong But today I came back the weak lose. Patience for what I think will heal. Called the strength to come back. I let other people influence me. Trust others to care for the heart itself. But my heart never trust myself to take care myself. People expect me to expect more than myself. When an event is everything that I do not think it was when they fed on my capriciousness, they let me walk alone wander alone. I would be like people who are lost direction. Compass of my life more uncertain than that I can control it. I am trying to set it exactly how it usually is not the same.
I need some time to bear the hopes of many people I look forward to the good people who are good people who respect other in the eyes they look at first, but they hope to me how When I can’t be what they expect. I am not underestimating the Sun will feel they have to, I have it. Description: A lot of waste in human life and ourselves can’t handle it as a system needs of others. Sometimes the things we did not match the others. Sometimes what someone else is not relevant to us.
Loss may be one more reason that makes me weak  I am tired and can’t say a word about anyone can drain as I blame the sins of everyone on earth is in the opposite to me. Everyone on this earth who never wish someone good to me. Everyone laughed at the world is losing the other half of me. Real people like me and I deserve anyone Deservedly bad enough someone will care. Heart care of someone. I am not weak, a potential sufficient to deposit one life.
We never knew his own value and those we love it. Sorrowful regret when we lose but when it comes to us through and then the value of ourselves and our loved ones will be increased to double
     Because we do not have anyone on a voice call his Smile, his value to us .
Loss can be a starting point. The equation of life enough to change our own. Especially the loss of my life, one that I hope to leave his care. I have a duty to protect him but was unable to sustain them through I regret that he can’t take care coverage. Sorry to start his life on my hands that can’t protect pages they are our best. Life is hoping to take me to trust me with the encouragement of his conditions. Expect to have him. I never thought how he would feel like when the love I have for him is not like a holy life, his I just came on without feeling them. And the same every time I cause harm by others never blame myself.
His life to the cause of me, I learned that with his strong effort. Patient to be alive than I thought. I would not be because of his own halo separate. He taught me to learn about pure love. Learn to sacrifice. Learn the short time that he makes people blind as I can faintly see the light diffractive petals clouds down to the ground crying and sorrowful regret for the many emotions that.
 I see. I forgot it for a long time ago that the foundation of the people itself.
What I found most of it is not suffering. I am happy that it not the most happy. I did not see it clearly I never used a broad vision to see it. I never had a reason for living. If I see that my suffering is rightfully If I try to time myself so much as the previous day the book becomes a true friend of me By which .I could not stop thinking where. I came from. But I keep feeling it out dreaming. I own it and are suffering because of nostalgic regret. Sadness that. I am still bound by the old place. It is also portly resistance in heart. I crave them who are the good memories in that old place.
I try to heal my heart. I never see what it is suffering. Dharma books until I took several books to read my heart as a separate origin of suffering. They never realize that. I sorrowful or happy. They do not have to sit pondering ways to heal the heart. Suffering as a guest. That his teacher. Wachira savant Was mentioned in the book please suffering happiness rain that
When we are troubled at his pleasure to please. His suffering very little Saributh will come, but when the great suffering serious when it comes to the Buddha
Shows that if our people are suffering heavy when the highest and best will come to us. I am very troubled that. I have an idea to try to process all the suffering that was to me the wisdom and creative ways. I overlooked something, but it uses. Something that I focused on it, but it is not. Try me handle it. Specifically deal with the people there that I think. I have come to think of when they are cut off with my own. I think being obsessed with them, but they had forgotten me. I feel love and caring commitment to them. But they love riddance. Commitment that I had to lose. I feel the value to them, but never a sense of appreciation to trample me repeat it, more ash, dust soil to wind it makes my eyes hurt, I cried tears. If I do not feel the value of them, I would not painful this size.
I never see the sense of self value. I am willing to accept suffering. Sorry, I should own that is wrong to blame them why. I also love his own pained when he is not loved me sincerely. I believe the words of his own when he is not told that he came to regret my own.
The suffering that occurs because of my own, not the people who do. If I manage my own mind and. I hope that when the suffering will go away. If I am happy. I will not indulge in the pleasure that. I should take to prepare my heart and tell myself that before long the suffering will come visit. Suffering because of our righteousness is not of our people and we are always.
This shift may not be possible, but the change was probably the beginning that. I might never see Sometimes you meet good or sometimes. I might be a problem than ever. Nothing is final, nothing fixed. I just changed the idea to change the way of life, but I did not change their own identities. I want to look back on what.
 I have is that I am familiar with people. Let them know to change my reasonably .

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